After I ‘dropped’ the samples with the Stud 2 weeks ago, I never heard from him again. I knew he’d be out for a while, but I had been expecting some sort if message to let me know if he was enjoying them. Nothing. So I texted him a few days ago to ask, and we talked for a bit. I told him about the bad date I had been on the week prior, and he seemed a bit defensive about it. I had also told him I was feeling a bit restless lately, and he asked if I was in love, lovesick, or what else was going on? He then suggested to go for drinks so I didn’t have to be restless about that. Then last weekend he saw that I was online at midnight and asked if I was texting my date. No, I wasn’t. Did I hear from him again? Was I going out with him again? No and hell no. He then asked if I wanted to go for drinks on Saturday, and then insisted on coming to my town, which would be a first.
All in all, I am as usual happy to see him, but I have to be careful not to assume too much from his texts. I don’t think that he gives a crap about me dating. Still his mood feels different, and I worry that he wants to see me to ‘have a talk.’ Not the good kind of talk. And usually my gut feeling is right about these kind of things, so I am a bit anxious. Still, I am going all out just in case. He has only ever seen me in jeans, so I’m planning on stepping it up, dresses, heels and all.
Also, I have three (!) dates lined up for next week. Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. All Tinder dates. I’m going to be exhausted. Then I am leaving for a weekend in Stockholm on Friday, so I’ve got no idea when I’ll get time to sleep!